Natasha Vanessa
2011-04-01 20:59:03 UTC
l don't hate all teens, som r nice but it's hard 2 tell wheather their lying so u'll get them wat they want. U don't no if it's just a hustle & a mislead. l'm 2 scared 2 take a chance by meeting new teens. l try 2 not hate them so much but l'm just 2 scared 2 socialize w/ then. Every time l c & hear teenagers, l get bad memories. l don't hang out w/ most of my friends cuz their still teens or 18 & 19. l'm afraid they'll bring other teenage friends. l have lots of guilt from the junk l did wenever l was around them. l cudn't stand it. l get bad memories also.
l'm not evil but if anything that will get me 2 think that way, it'll b teens. l learned my lesson 2 not care, forgive or feel their pain. l can feel peoples' pain just not teens. If som1's upset then l feel bad 4 them, but if teenagers r upset l completely lose feeling. l can't feel their pain, l can't understand it. lt's like l go numb. Then l go bak 2 normal. Nothing depresses me more than teens.
l've attempted suicide a few times cuz of experiences & memories from teens. l've tried 2 jump from high places, starving myself, hanging myself & other things that cud kill me. Wen l'm away from them l don't feel that way. l'm peaceful, happy, reasonable & loving.
Doz any 1 else hate teenagers as bad as l do? Doz any 1 get angry, depressed, creeped out & scared every time teenagers r around U?